The last two months...

Well, the last two months were full of work. I am not complaining here, as I love my work and always look at work for sanity. Even in my sorrows I have found solace in work. Mornings and after noon were spent in court rooms, late afternoons and evenings in chamber drafting cases or meeting clients. Then there were times when I would have slept at 2: 00 am, but I am happy for that. Even on 21^st Feburary-Our Anniversary- We both were working late night.

Marriages were in the air and attended few of them. Some attended alone (oh! How I abhor going without him.), some with Mr. Cheema and some were attended by Mr. Cheema alone. There were some I shun to attend. Altogether, I was jaded with the whole marriage thing…..

Then I don’t know why but I have this love-hate relationship with cooking. I may not be a perfect cook but I have a knack for cooking and have tried my hands on it many a times. Again I had craving to cook something for Mr. Cheema but lack of time did not provided me with a suitable opportunity.

I have half read books strewn all over my place. I want to finish them. One part of me is always screaming inside read it, finish it. Numerous thoughts came in my mind and I wanted to put them in words but the mind says latter and the heart says Now. I have never under stood for my entire life why mind overpowers heart, when it knows that following the heart can only make us happy. Sometimes I wonder how can someone like me has started listening to the selfish mind who had always gone with the tunes of the heart.

Now days, I hate reading newspaper. During last two months Delhi being considered as the crime capital is very intrusive for me. I am piqued by the callousness of men here. Why Delhi is getting so unsafe for women? Should I thank God that I don’t have to travel by public transport or I don’t have to take auto rickshaw or I don’t have to walk on the road…..but how can I be so surly for the million of other women. Just the thought of someone coming from the recesses and taking a woman as granted shakes me up….